Verbal Diarrhea
Input your love [Here]
...i've got a heart of napalm, please fix it...
[Summer]
Whoa... first update in 7 months!
So the summer at first I would say was one of the best summers I've had, until someone totally curb stomped me. Ever meet someone that seems perfect, they are always on your mind... you tell them everything or vice versa, they call you because they saw something that reminded them of you? Well I did... and yeah did they ever stomp all over me... hardcore... probably the first legit person that has ever made me feel this way and they totally Nancy Carigan me... it sucks. The summer was great until you get the whole line "I was gonna ask you out but now I decided i'm not going to..." Great summer... I love how I invested all the time only to get kicked in the jaw. Ain't "love" grand?
[College Life Round 2]
This past weekend was probabaly the first time that I have actually had REAL fun... in a LONG time.... and I just wish it was longer... I didn't want the weekend to end seriosuly... even though it was temporary relief... I wish so badly that it wasn't...pee dot ess because of this weekend vanessa and I agree that girl crushes suck.... hardcore... they make you neurotic to the max... haha and this probabaly the most psycho thing to do (writing it in a blog) but I want to persue this... but I know i'm way out of my league here... boys get scared. and so do I? I feel scared to talk to [you] and I think I bother [you], and talk to me?? Like HOLY neurotic much? I don't want to put myself out there again if i'm jsut gonna get hurt. Being damaged goods isn't fun. Please tell me to stop being negative, I love it.
So i'm living in residence again this year, alot of people from Brooks are here this year too. I don't like them. I also have lost the taste for alcohol... it's rather sad... last year iwa s one of those people who didn't care if my screaming and running in the halls kept everyone awake...this year I have become one of those people being kept awake. It's only been a month in and I managed to recieve 3 fines in res already. School itself has been lame, this year Sara and I were told that we won't be competing in Skills Canada because we have jobs, and they ant full commitments to the team...SAIT jsut kissed there chance at Nationals good bye.
As for classes, this year i'm stuck with all the blockheads from last year. I talk to no one, and everyone I get partnered with sucks. They can't do anythign on their own and my marks are suffering already because of it. The pace is so slow and i'm jsut ready to be done school. It's weird how second year is so different. I hate the way everything is now, I hate how I have no one to talk to this year, i'm actually homesick, my financial situation is horrible, and my first ever "relationship" has seriosuly left me with no self confidence at all. I hate who I have become this year, and I hate that nothing seems to make it better. I hate not wantign to do anything, I hate being around happy people... I hate being like this.
[Art? What's That?]
School projects are being made like mad, but i'm sure you don't think culinary is art...
Previous Tales
. you get what you deserve .
<3 number one with a bullet<3
my mom is fucking up college!
Leaving never sucked so bad.
Gooks and Crackers!
Happy Birthday David!
What row are you in?.
Lesbianism, rodeo and carneys.
so I get a free sub
this journals for you
So i'm totally a drug dealer now!
Crap Attack
Deviants of the week
I guess just the last 3 people I recently faved deviations from!
Groupies













--
Yesterday's got nothin' for me...
My Etsy shop: [link]
[link]
and here...you may need to install the veoh player to see these, they are the original Japanese domokun videos
[link]
--
+watch
--
OMG!!!! Sheepicons!!!! ----> [link]
and i took the baking adn pastry arts program.
--
Previous Page12345...Next Page